15:58 May 05 2024
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I find it funny that people that aren’t even apart of my life think they know me just by what other people assume they know about me.
I have two good friends and that’s it. I don’t talk to anyone and my two good friends don’t know each other and don’t even have the same friend group.
I don’t talk to my Mothers side of the family. I haven’t spoke to my Dad sides for over 10 years now.
Yet everyone here thinks they know me based on some bull lies someone started about me damn near 6 years ago.
Let’s put some things into perspective.
1. No one here really knows me.
2. I’m not even the same person I was even 6 years ago. Yes, people are allowed to change and can change.
3. When I came here I was fighting a lot of demons.
4. Others said that I did things to others here online I had never met in person. How could I possibly do all the things they said?
5. These people believe in some otherworldly shit that lets face it I’m not even remotely capable of.
6. People said that I took others away from them. People are capable of making their own choices of who they can and can’t be friends with. I have no control over what others do or say for that matter.
7. But here we are everyone still thinks I’m this villain and it’s all based on some fictitious belief they have about human living vampires.
8. They think I’m a human living vampire. Which I’m not.
9. I have been called a leech, a parasite which I have to come to know are derogatory terms for someone who is like their kind and doesn’t follow their ways and beliefs.
10. This person is highly liked by others here and believes everything that other mentally ill people have said about me.
11. Guys vampire aren’t real! I know some of you believe you are these human living vampires but me personally I think some of you need some therapy and some heavy anti psychotics because wow these delusions have gotten the better of you.
I have never really spoke about how I feel. I came here lost and broken looking for something looking to understand this shadow side of myself. I thought maybe the answers could be found here. I got involved with the wrong crowd here that’s paints a pretty picture of this lifestyle but I was threatened by these people that I would be hunted down because they believed these false claims about me. Hurting others I have no way of hurting on this physical realm because I was never in physical contact with anyone here. Save one person and that wasn’t until a few years ago and that person had no association with that group.
As I have said before I can’t control what others do or say but there is always two sides to every story. Just because you hear things from other’s about someone else don’t assume it is truth.
I would never intentionally go out of my way to hurt anyone on purpose but also I’m not a doormat. I will stand up for myself if someone comes at me verbally attacking me.
I don’t really do that either anymore because it doesn’t matter what I say to defend myself people still believe these damned lies about me. This whole thing has left me scratching my head for years. I know I’m far from perfect. I have many flaws but being a vampire is not one of those flaws.
COMMENTS
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Cadrewolf2
19:28 May 06 2024
Yeah trolls are very plentiful here been that since the start of the site, like other sites have the same.
Earthgrinder
03:20 May 07 2024
Amen!